Here in your arms...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I'm moving to France!!!

This has really been a wild week so I have not been blogging... we (the cast for our high school musical and I) have been very, very busy putting the show together! :) It was a lot of fun. Opening night was Thurs. and we pulled off an awesome 3 shows this weekend.

Today, I went out to eat with a few family and family friends. We talked about interesting conspiracies within America's government. for example, the one that shocked me the most is when the goverment tested crack in the ghetto on black people to see how it would impact them... what bastards...

I really want to move to France when I am older. that's it. I'll study more French in college and become fluent in the language! I'm sick of the hipocrisy in this country, really. The CIA and the DEA are dirty organizations.... we'll talk more about that later. now I need to catch up on a lot of school work :(

Friday, March 12, 2010

Sad Face.

Well... about those birds of mine... :( I think something happened to the egg/baby. I came home today and noticed neither Fred II nor Erzulie were in the nest. So I thought, "Oh gee, maybe the baby hatched!!!" But I don't think that's the case. I saw what looks like half of an egg shell at the bottom of the cage... but I don't see any bird. I'm guessing that somehow the egg fell out of the nest (which is weird because the nest is like a small, covered basket, so I don't know how it could have fallen).
So that's that. No baby bird... But maybe Fred II and Erzulie will try again :/

~~~What's new?
Although this week went by extremely slow, I had a few good past few days! At my school, a clud I'm in, Delta, hosted some assemblies on treating others with respect and all that jazz. So, I missed a few classes (: The homework load was extremely light this week!
let me try to think of something that isn't boring...
Ahhh, I know- I think I'm going to junior prom with someone this year! I wasn't planning on going, but my friends hooked me up with a sophomore that wants to go to the j. prom. I'll take him so he can go, why not.

-I have to go do chores!!!

Monday, March 8, 2010

The Birds & the Babies

So, guess what? I actually have something to blog about now! Just yesterday, I discovered that our two finches {Erzulie and Fred II} are having a baby!!! It's so exciting, I just can't help but have a happy and estatic feeling about it! See, I noticed yesterday Erzulie wouldn't come out of her nest. So, I thought to myself, "Oh my God, maybe she's finally going to have a baby!" I waved my hand by the cage to frighten her just a little, so she flew out and there it was... a little egg in the nest... it's SO TINY and has a tint of light blue...
I'm so happy, I can't stop thinking about it. Life is just so beautiful!
~I really hope the baby bird hatches and lives. I know that sometimes, animals just don't have a chance. You never know, something could go wrong :( So I REALLY hope it's going to be a healthy bird that will live and grow up :D we have to take super good care of the birds, because I want it to live. {obviously, I know}.
So far, all brid activity seems ok. Fred II just went into the nest to join Erzulie. I never see her leave the nest anymore... I hope she comes out every now and then to take a bath and eat. Oh. now Fred II is outside the nest, like a little gaurd :3 it's so cute.
I'll blog more about their activity!

Other than that, nothing is really new. School is still the same... Lately, I've been trying to do a lot of running and other exercises to get fit and in shape since I'll be doing track :) ~just for the sake of exercise. And, I'm in the musical All Shook Up for the high school, and the show is at the end of this month. I'm really nervous because we have so much to work on... how is this all going to be put togther on time? it's stressing me out D: but it will be a pretty decent show!

Good bye for now

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

I don't understand...

You know... a lot of people tend to say "I HATE PEOPLE!" And, I wonder... why hate the whole human race? I can only think of certain people this world would be awesome without *cough*MEN*cough* ~hahaha. ;) But really... I just think there are way too many awesome people on the planet to hate aaallll of the people.
So, I've been thinking... I kinda want to be practice buddhism!! :D It's such a beautful religion, it really is.
Eh. Actually, not a whole lot is on my mind right now. At least, not a lot of stuff I'm willing to put on the internet. Some life situations are just too personal.

I'll type more when I have something interesting to talk about!

"TTFN!!!! Ta ta for now!" -Tigger. :)

Friday, February 19, 2010


This week, there is no school... Which is very, very awesome. This means I sleep in late [no later than 9:45 am], procrastinate homework, read books I've never finished [like Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!], and watch rented movies from Video World. :)
I went to Cape Cod with my mother to visit my grandparents... they can be boring, but mom and I went walking along a beautiful beach. I can hardly describe it, but there's just something about beaches that's really special. I always feel relaxed and peaceful on the beach... especially in the winter because hardly anyone is even on the beach then! Hah.
~Today's agenda will mostly consist of doing homework. And might I add, chemistry homework is like a giant waterfall. It just never ends, and keeps flowing. Oh well, it keeps me busy! As much as I would love hanging out with friends, most of my friends bail out on me, and my best friend has school this week. [she goes to a different high school].
~I went to see that new, Disney move The Princess and the Frog with my friend not too long ago. I really liked the message in it. It portrayed the fact that you have to work hard to make your dreams come true. That's what I should be doing; working hard to make my dreams come true. I've always had a dream of becoming a novelist... I love creative writing and I adore reading. Unfortunately, I never practice my writing :( Maybe I can use this blog to practice writing... hmmmm... :D
~so, my dear reader [if anyone is even reading this...], I leave you now. I can see my history homework from here, glaring at me.... haha.

.:.:.:.:.:.Good-bye for now .:.:.:.:.:.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

February Air

I don't have much time right now to type a lot because a close, loved friend of mine is coming over. We haven't spent much time together since before Christmas... so we have a lot to catch up on! :)
Today, I opened my bedroom window to air out the room. I closed my eyes and listened to the sounds of the outdoors... I began to think of summer, and I started to miss the warm, sunny season dearly. My windows are usually always open in the summer, since I feel crammed and unhappy when they are closed all the time. The sound of the breeze has always been successful at calming my mind.
Although I am looking foward to the summer, I am a little nervous too... I will have to do a lot of summer work and tons of college researching. (Since next year is my senior year!!!) I really want to study literature, photography, and world history in college. {I want to study astronomy too, but my math and science skills are weak!} Anyways, I'll type more later. My friend will be here shortly.

Bye for now.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

It's a Saturday night.

Usually I go out on Saturday nights and I spend time with friends, but tonight I felt the urge to write something... Something creative or poetic. I searched through my room for a notebook I could use. I have many notebooks, but I was looking for a special journal of mine. I realized it is missing for good, and I could not decide what notebook to write in tonight. (Yes, it matters to me). Then I came across a small piece of paper with "blog stuff" scibbled across the top. There was a short list of emails and pass words... I guess I had made a blog once upon a time. I went online to test this blog out, and the account was inactive, so I decided to make another blog for the heck of it. A fresh, new blog. (Maybe I will actually use this one!) So I am typing this just to test it out.
I don't know if anyone will read my blogs, I'm not really sure if I care. It would be interesting if someone somehow came across it and read it every now and then... but how do people come across blogs? How are they found? I guess I'll just post a link to my blog on my face book profile... just in case anyone cares to read it. You never know.
I used to question the idea of a blog. I never understood why people blog or why they love it... but as I sit here, tired and drained of energy, I do say it is a lot easier then writing a lot! :D Haha. Maybe this will be fun, maybe I will end up liking to blog.
{Let me say, I did not create a blog to criticize or talk gossip about people I cannot stand. I'm not that type of person. I won't be putting my own poems or writings up here because I am afraid of people taking my ideas... it's very possible}
But now I am going to do school work (and maybe write a poem) since I hardly worked on anything today because I was at a swim meet until 3pm... -sigh- I'll type more about myself tomorrow or another day.

So, good night!